and as i'm puttin' out the flame..

i can't believe i'm doing this

2006-04-29T18:02:10Z

well, well, well, it's been six months since my last update. i just got out of the shower.....it's saturday, last night was fun; i hung out with megan and ashley. today i'm going to tan and get ready for work at four. :) :)

i'm getting fat and i need to jump on the freakin treadmill. except i don't have one...

i am really busy and when i am home i wanna relax, you know? if i had time to go, i'd buy a gym membership.

anyways me and josh are WHATEVA. we're not together, but we're not seeing anyone else, you know? so i don't know. i don't feel good right now... could be the medicine i took earlier.

well, i'm gonna go blowdry my hair and put on some clothes. have a great day. :)
talk to y'all in another six monthssss

is anyone out there?

2005-11-20T07:33:08Z

i'm not really sure if anyone is going to read this...or has everyone switched to myspace? but, i guess it doesn't matter. i need to clear my head a little.

since i've updated last...i've been pulled over twice. 1st time=embarrassing moment, and the second, well...i was going 53 in a 35. but i didn't receive the 205$ ticket i should have. that would have RUINED the holidays for me.

this morning was the worst everrrr. showed up to work THREE HOURS late b/c my alarm didn't go off. :( but i wasn't in trouble at all. all that was said was "stuff happens, don't worry about it." i love having young, laid back bosses.

me and josh are doing wonderful. it's been... a year and almost 4 months. :) he's a cuddle bunny and i love him even more in cold weather.

let's see..oh yes. our football team is AMAZING and i love them. Paco & Timo, you boys RoCk My WoRLd!!! no, really, you do! we ASSASSINATED LINCOLN! lol, that's funny...but we are 12-0 for the first time in pace football history! GREEEEAT JOB, guys.

i need to pick up the pace in physics and stats. those two grades fluctuate from low b's to c's...as long as i end up w/ b's in both i'm good.

tonight after work i went to josh's...we watched MY GIRL (all-time fave) and JOE DIRT. (doesn't get any better) ...then i came home and i've been online for a long time.

i used to think i couldn't live w/o a day in livejournal. hmph.
it's cold outside and i like it alllllloty! me gusta mucho invierno!

well, maybe it'll be another 395 weeks for another update. who knows. but i'm going to bed. muCho aMor!

blue_x_eyes @ 2005-10-06T00:37:00

2005-10-06T05:43:48Z

A - Age you got your first real kiss: 11

B - Band listening to right now: Howie Day

C - Crush: i love josh

D - Dad's name: john

E - Easiest person to talk to: jessica

F - Favorite bands at the moment: i don't know

G - Gummy worms or gummy bears? gross, i guess worms

H - Hometown: pace

I - Instruments: i played the piano for a long time and i don't remember the first thing about it. i played the trumpet too

J - Junior High: sims middle

K - Kids: None

L - Longest car ride ever: somewhere around 13 hrs

M - Mom's name: rhonda

N - Nicknames: andie

O - One wish: for josh not to be mad at me right now

P - Phobia(s): doing anything by myself...i really need to get over that

Q - Quote: i don't know

R - Reason to smile: jesus loves me

S - Song you sang last: "and i'm gonna keep on lovin' you....cause it's the only thing i wanna do...i don't wanna sleep, i just wanna keep on lovin' you.."

T - Time you woke up [today]: 11

U - Unknown fact about me: i have many secrets...

v- what happened to v? idk

W - Worst habit: making up words and biting my nails and going too long w/o shaving my legs

X - X-rays you've had: sprained ankle, wrist, elbow, teeth

Y - Yummy food: santino's duh

Z - Zodiac sign: aquarious

blue_x_eyes @ 2005-10-05T22:58:00

2005-10-06T04:03:21Z

work ended up being good tonight. i'm learning to do register and it's not as easy as it looks. i dropped some stuff in the cooler :( felt like rich wanted to fire me right then and there but then as me and elsa were leaving, he told us how happy he was that he hired us. me, elsa, and chris jackson...out of 60 people. that made me feel very pleased :)

i really hope that a good night's sleep will put this psycho girl in a better mood b/c i was no fun today. i don't like myself when i'm like that because i get pissed off so easily. i'm usually so easy-going.

i love you, josh. i love you so much.

i need to make a to-do list...
-laundry
-hang out w/ meredith tomorrow
-clean room
-hair cut TMORR
-paint nails and toes

...goodnight<3

blue_x_eyes @ 2005-10-05T11:55:00

2005-10-05T16:56:17Z

things are better...i think? i guess we'll see.

i'm fixin to go to lunch w/ dad. i wonder if i'll make it through w/o too much arguing. 9 times out of 10, we don't make it through.

it's such a beautiful day...why do i have to be in the worst mood possible? :(

i need a brand new start. please?

blue_x_eyes @ 2005-10-04T23:15:00

2005-10-05T04:20:13Z

well, hello again. i don't know why i'm randomly having the urge to update, but i am so deal w/ it. i haven't even updated since before school started i don't think. wow. nothing much has happened...except for i got a job at santino's. :) and i've been shopping like it's 1999.

tonight has been pretty much hell. i hate psychos. don't they just ruin everything? i don't know what i'll do if this doesn't get better by the end of the night. probably die or somethin

uhhh i work tomorrow and every day this weekend. money money money. i feel so crappy...i feel so cliche saying this but damn, i hate drama!

okay that's my venting for the night. i'm gonna go...uh, lay down i guess. there's really nothing to do and i'm sure my dad would never let me left at 11:20 at night!

i love you, josh

blue_x_eyes @ 2005-07-28T12:20:00

2005-07-28T17:23:50Z

last night i went to josh's and we ate steak and watched Constantine and i hated it. i never want to see anything like that again. it was so antichrist it wasnt even funny.

i can't stand my mom. and i never thought i'd say that...but i do. all she ever does anymore is disappoint me. i have 65$$ left to buy new bras, underwear, shirts, shoes for school. i just don't see that working out. thanks, mom. bitch.

josh might take me to tjmaxx after he's done working because nothing my mom says can be counted on.

i guess i'll go get a shower

say exactly how you feel

2005-07-27T20:57:05Z

well it feels like it's been forever. butttt it really hasn't been that long at all.

i made a MySpace and i really like it. i didn't think i would, but there's a lot to do and i can put music on it and pictures. i haven't figured out how to put pictures on it yet, but i will. :)

today's been brutal. one of the most boring days of my summer. :\ i just want to go to TJMAXX, that's all i'm asking.
joshua is at the beach. i wish he'd come back already and take me to TJMAXX and buy me something. <3

last night i went to target and lauren's. we did nothing, as usual. but it's nice to have her company. :) lol...yeah i don't really know what else to say.

i'm hanging out w/ joshua tonight :) :) and i guess that's it? peace

we keep it ghetto

2005-07-26T22:24:46Z

i don't feel like updating, but i will anyway cause i'm bored.

i went shopppping today & i love everything i bought. i'm not done yet, either. :)

josh has class tonight and that suuuucks. but, w/e maybe i can see him afterward! i miss him! he's amazing. <3 FORserious.

call me if you want to hang out tonight :)

we're all alone

2005-07-26T05:36:27Z

today was kinda boring but w/e.

jess stayed w/ me last night and we had a good time as always. we watched a lot of tv today and ate pizza. lauren came over. :) looove my girls.*

after a while, josh came over and we went to wal-mart and spent some time together. we had a great talk tonight. i love him so much. he's the best thing, ever.

this summer's winding down and it's making me sad...but i'm happy to be a junior!

peace kids

you must move on

2005-07-25T05:15:13Z

tonight/today was pretty cool...church, then church w/ lauren and jess, and then afterward was snack at the LOCKLIN'S. :) i met some new friends, and visited w/ some old ones! i even met a new guy and his name is ANDY! how cool, i've always wanted to know another Andy cause i am one. :)

after that, jess and me came back to the crib and made a couple calls. :) gotta love ebaums.

talked to tim for a while about his relationship issues & i hope everything works out for him. i know it will.

now, josh is gonna go to wal-mart to buy me a new belly button ring. i know it's really late but i need one and he loves me. :) i love joshhhhhua. <3 <3 i can't WAIT to see him!

OK OK, i'm outta here. peace. i'm kinda tired.

blue_x_eyes @ 2005-07-23T23:06:00

2005-07-24T04:18:10Z

yeeeeeah. jessica and me in the 6th grade at katie's pool party. this brings back some freakin' awesome memories. this was the first weekend i was on my period and i haddd to wear a tampon. i went to the bathroom mid-party and it had fallen out into my bathing suit. lol! look at us! oooomg. my lack of boobs...wow. my, how things do change. check out that scrunchie i'm sportin'. and jessica, all i have to say is the necklaces are piiiiiiiiiiimp!

ANYWAY. today has been pretty good...i had lunch w/ dad at La Ha. afterward, josh came over and we hung out while my dad worked outside. i got a shower and got ready...then josh and i went back to house so he could get ready. we went to see Wedding Crashers (SECOND time for me). i looooove it.

we were supposed to go camping this weekend, but no one called me until 8:30 at which time i was in the shower. sooo, whatever!

after we got out of the movie, we went to whataburger and then back to my house.

i'm so tired. i'm thinking tonight's gonna be an early one. that's okay cause i gotta get up early for church anyway.

goodnight, homes

blue_x_eyes @ 2005-07-22T23:00:00

2005-07-23T04:03:31Z

Quick Update::

i'm in love, i'm in love, i'm in love, i'm in love, i'm in love, i'm in love, i'm in love, i'm in love, i'm in love, i'm in love, i'm in love, i'm in love, i'm in love, i'm in love, i'm in love, i'm in love, i'm in love, i'm in love, i'm in love, i'm in love, i'm in love, i'm in love, i'm in love, i'm in love.

we had so much fun together tonight. we had Olive Garden and it was delicious and lovely. afterward, we went back to his house from some quality time. time well spent. <3 i want him for ever.

can you believe it's already been a year? and there's not one thing i would change. he's amazing, inside and out. i feel so blessed to be alive.

EDIT//
p.s., i drove josh's tRuck home :) i'm a dodge RAM girl.
and yeaaaaaaa. it's got a HEMIIII.
night

it's been a busy one

2005-07-22T22:36:18Z

so, today has been filled w/ things to do. this morning i got up and took a shower, and then i rode into town w/ dad. i defff drove the truck and did an EXcellent job. i'm a pRo at drivin' the standard.
anywayyys...we rode over to Pak&Ship...twice. and then, to pick up MY car from the A/C place. dad followed me home...tomorrow it will be in the paintshop for 4-8 days.
i was verrryy nervous to drive the car b/c if i would have wrecked, i'd have been in deeeep ca ca cause we don't have insurance on it yet...and it's not registered. lol...we need to get on that, huh?

anyways..we also went to auto zone. i got the coolest thing. it's a scented Lei. (lay) it is pink and white and smells of vanillllla. :) so excited.

OK, that's enough about cars. i just got dressed and all ready b/c tonight josh and i are going out to eat. i wonder where? HMM...
i can't believe this is the last week of summer. it went by so fast, but i loved it. it was a great summer. but i'm sure NEXT years will be even better.

well, i better get some clothes on.
i'm afraid it might rain...the sky doesn't look promising. love y'all.

tyler hilton <3

2005-07-21T16:35:08Z

whew, what an insane day already. i woke up at 7 am this morning when my dad came in my room SCREAMING about my outRAgoeus phone bill. i knew it would be, i just didn't know how much. so needless to say, no more text messaging. :(

anyways...so then i had an eye appointment at 10, we were so late that the DR. had left by the time we got there. so, we had to reschedule for 3:00.

tonight is me and josh night. lol, we was so upset last night that it wasn't just me and him. i want to go on a dateeeeee. :)
i love him.

i've been talking to derek a lot lately...he's so awesome. great friend of mine!

anyways, i don't want to put too much random stuff in here...CIAO

mike jones jones!

2005-07-21T04:40:05Z

i like mike jones...so WHAT if i'm acting like an average teenage girl these days!? this summer has been so much fun, i love my friends and i love my boyfriend. jessica sewell is AMAZING and i love her x2436billion.

tonight i went to eat w/ dad at Shanghai and that was grrrreat. afterward i came home and talked online for a little bit. then, i went w/ josh to hunter barnhill's...(who knew he still existed??) we played a little poker and just hung out, you know how it is. ;) kurt cracks me uP as does Tyler. i met a new friend, too. his name is MIKE! and he is good.

i'm kinda looking forward to school...it's probably because i'm a junior and i feel like a bad a =O i pretty much just want to look really hot and people say, oh you look so great. but that won't happen b/c i haven't changed any, so far. lol.

had a loooong talk w/ joshua tonight. but it was good one...i love the way we talk through things.
i kinda have a headache. what's up with the headaches i've been having? w/eeeee

anyway i'm gonna talk online for a while and then hit the sack.
tomorrow's plans? who KNOWWWWSSSS, hopefully something fun. i want to go see JESSIE and maybe LAUREN. i wanna be w/ Joshua but he is working AS USUAL.
NIGHT!

blue_x_eyes @ 2005-07-20T00:21:00

2005-07-20T05:28:28Z

i deffff need a new lj picture. that one is quite out-dated.
butttt anyways. :)

when i got home from the DMV today i talked online for a little bit...and then called Josh to ask him if he wanted to go out tonight...and HE HAD CLASS. =\ ggggRRR. but then i was gonna go to La Hacienda w/ the fam for dinner. so i get all dressed and then all of a sudden we're just ordering out? so i was pissed b/c i looked very cute.

after i ate, Josh came over on his way home from PJC. :D can i just say that he is an *A M A Z I N G* kisser!?!? i would love nothing more than to just kiss him forever and ever. ahhhhhhh...i'm not kidding. he's so good. :)

bRittani ended up picking me up and we went to see WEDDING CRASHERS. hiiiilarious. i even got to see my beautiful Brandi! i love her so so much. it was funny, though, because like all of the football coaches were there (including coach pippin, ahhhhhh do me) and it was a very sexual movie to say the LEAST.
i'm glad i went cause i had a lotta fun. i just got back.
today has been an awesome, incredible, great day. i do wish i would've gotten to spend some more time with my love, though.

maybe tomorrow! :) i'm in loooooooooooveeeeeee.

STICK THAT IN YOUR PIPE AND SMOKE IT!

i feeel gooood

2005-07-19T22:05:42Z

this summer just got a hell of a lot better :) i'm now a licensed driver.

stayed at Jessie's last night and we had such a great time. we did a LOT of talking and laughing. ohhhh dear, lots of laughing. i can't believe some of the stuff she says. Poocccchie Cooot!!! lmao, jess that was fun.
i especially like it when we snuck out of the house and threw pens at his window. WOWWWW, that was hilarious. it was even funnier when your mom left a note outside of your door w/ the screen we knocked out and told us we sucked at sneaking out. LOL.

anywayyssss, i've been gone a few days in a row. i definitely love that because i sure as heck can't stand being here. JUST 2 MORE YEARS...

i want to go out toNIGHT to celebrate. what do i want to eat? i'm very hungry.

Well anyhow...I guess i'll go give *josh a call. :) *love him.

p.s., Nathan keeps calling and calling but not saying anything? i wonder what he wants b/c i haven't talked to him since school. HMMMM

catchin' up

2005-07-19T01:35:27Z

why hello :) i'm sitting here at jessica's. this is going to be a very POSITIVE update. :D

i love jessica sewell. we've practically grown up together and all we can do is laugh. i swearrrrr...her stories cRack me uP. lol, ahhh she's cRAAAazy.
annnnd i'm very happy for her. she's got a brand new honey....well, almost. ;)

okay...hold on to your seats.
i'm getting my license TOMORROW. rhonda's taking me. i wanted to go w/ my dad, but whatev!!!
and my car goes in the paint shop tomorrow! soooo, like, 3 days from tomorrow, me and jess be ridin' out. haha.

i love JOSH. he's amazing. he's w/ Kurt tonight.

i loooove life. except for the fact that i need some major *mOooOney*
okie doke. i'm outtie. Ciao!

it's you and me baby

2005-07-18T04:44:30Z

i just got home from Josh's. i had a good time...not a whole lot of QuaLity JOSH-ANDREA time, but i spent some good Q.T. w/ Kassie. i'm gonna miss her when she's in AZ. :( :(

i don't feel like explaining this all over again but...
long story short, BUG IN MY TACO BELL. GAGGGGGGGG. taco bell can suck it!!!!

This is going to be a GREAT week hopefully.
today was pretty retarded...i stayed at Lauren's last night and came home around 12. took care of the dogggg for hours on end, while walking on egg shells not to wake up rHoNdA. what a joke.

josh just called...peace!

blue_x_eyes @ 2005-07-16T14:10:00

2005-07-16T19:10:58Z

First Name:	Andrea
Middle Name:	Marie
Birthday:	February 9, 1989
Eyes:	Blue
Hair:	pretty short and all kinds of blonde...ha
Fav color:	green and turquoise
Day/Night:	hm...night.
Fave Food:	shrimp
*FRIENDS AND LIFE*
Do you ever wish you had another name?	ha, i didn't used to, but lately, yea
Do you like anyone?	i def do :)
Which one of your friends acts the most like you?	um...i don't think anyone really acts like me. ATall.
Who's the loudest?	jordan tomasek for sure
Who have you known the longest of your friends?	Lauren Bozeman and Jessica Sewell <3
Who's the shyest:	Jessica can be really shy, but boy can she let loose!
Are you close to any family members?	yeah, Rachel and Shelly are my BFF's
When you cried the most:	DON'T wanna think about THAT
What's the best feeling in the world:	feeling so in love while being wrapped up in Josh's arms
Worst Feeling:	knowing your parents hate each other more than anything in the world
*FINISH EACH SENTENCE:*
Let's walk on the:	pier ;)
Let's run through:	the sprinkler!
Let's look at the:	stars...
What a nice:	car!
Where did all the:	summer go!?
Why can't you:	just grow up?
Silly, little:	whores
Tell me:	you love me.
*HAVE YOU:*
Ran away from home:	yeah, when i was little. but that doesn't count.
Pictured your crush naked:	hm...
Skipped school:	yes.
Broken someone's heart:	yes.
Been in love:	yes.
Cried when someone died:	yes.
Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have:	unfortunately, yes.
Done something embarrassing:	the story of my life, is it not?
Done a drug:	just alcohol.
Cried in school:	yeeeah. probably a few times.
*RANDOM*
Your Good Luck Charm:	JCS<3
Person You Hate Most:	i try not to use that word :)
Best Thing That Has Happened:	mrs. bondurant taking pity on me!
Ice Cream:	is so amazing. i like C.C.Cookie Dough and Vanilla bean
WHO Makes you laugh the most:	Lauren Bozeman and Jessica Sewell...Josh comes pretty close, though..we're constantly laughing
Makes you smile:	Josh, and all my friends.
Has A Crush On You:	you tell me :D
Do You Have A Crush On Someone:	jCs<3
*HAVE YOU EVER*
Fallen for your best friend?:	i suppose so
Made out with JUST a friend?:	no
Kissed two people in the same day?:	YES. hahahah he deserved it though!!!
Had sex with two different people in the same day?:	eeew. that's just dirty
Been rejected: .	i have been rejected
Been in love?:	i have
Been used?:	oh yes b/c i put out soooo much. j/k. i don't think so
Done something you regret?:	def so
Cheated on someone?:	only because i was cheated on
Been called a tease:	yea
*WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...*
You touched?:	Josh
You talked to on the phone?:	Mom
You hugged?:	Josh
You instant messaged?:	Mahrukh
You kissed?:	Josh
You yelled at?:	Mom
Who text messaged you?:	Josh
Who broke your heart?:	James
Who told you they loved you?:	Josh
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

oh, if you see him...

2005-07-16T18:30:16Z

well, the hurricane has come and gone. yardwork sucks, good thing i haven't done any! our house is fine.

it's been kinda a fun week. minus having no power. that part sucked so bad! but, i was a trooper and didn't complain...much. ;)one night me and becca went to stay at the hospital b/c they had power and rhonda was on call...some people ended up stopping by and we all went to allison's to stay the night. lol, who knew i was pretty good at Balderdash?

one night Josh and I went to Applebee's and that was fun. he's been working all day everyday...but making BIG BUCKS so he enjoys it. :) last night and the night before i was at his house and we had so much fun just being together. not talking to him much during the day makes me look forward to seeing him at the end of the day. you know what they say..."Absence makes the heart grow fonder."
i think that quote is true to a point.

i'm having some large issues w/ my parents. dealing w/ money and school. i am so broke it's not even funny. what am i going to do about josh's birthday and anniversary presents? i only have like 2 weeks. BULL.

i have so much to do and BOY do i wish i wasn't a procrastinator. there's ALWAYS a reason/excuse to get something done. like, cleaning my room? it's OUT OF CONTROL 98% of the time.
whatever. i'm sad right now b/c i had a fight with my mom. i can't stand her sometimes.

Hurrrrrrricane Dennis

2005-07-09T23:45:33Z

today has been pretty dumb...woke up, laid around...did hurricane preparations...watched TV.
oh, i moved the cars to a spot where they won't get hit by trees, because you know i have a million in my yard. oh excuse me, i mean forest.

i'm really not in a good mood at all...i guess it's a mix of the rush of the storm, PMS, family (er, whatever), and you know.

this will be the last time i write until Dennis goes away. if he screws up the rest of my summer i will be highly irritated.

be safe everyone...don't blow away.
i'm done

we meet again...

2005-07-08T04:38:45Z

i figured i'd better give you folks an update since i re-did my look. i was getting real tired of that old one. what do you think??? i like. the only thing i don't particularly care for is the icons you click to leave a comment. i prefer the words: LEAVE A COMMENT. but w/e. just know, to leave a comment, click the pencil!!! :)

well. i guess ole' DENNIS is on his way. i hate him. go away! i've had my fill of hurricanes for about hm, forever. like i said, no A/C in July is NOT OK w/ me. kthanks.

i spent the night AGAIN w/ Lauren last night. it was pretty pointless...we were both so exhausted. i went over there at 11:00 and all we did was sleep together. we're in the same neighborhood, isn't that close enough, lauren!?! lol... she's a hoot.

welp, today's Pop's b-day. the big 5-3. and that really is BIG. can't believe he's getting old. him and rhonda got back from ALASKA around 7:30...they brought me bennigan's...yay!
then i left--spent some time w/ josh. mrs. conda and kassie are leaving tomorrow for AZ. i wish i was going. maybe i'll go stay w/ my LOVE. :D
anyway...
me and josh watched HIDE&SEEK and that is a freaking awesome movie. we didn't finish yet, though.

i painted my toes today, and they look good. and i chid my hair and wore makeup. i looked like a normal person again! looking like sheesh everyday was starting to get to me!

okay, okay...i'm done, i promise. i'm BEAT. goodnight& gooooodbyE//

blue_x_eyes @ 2005-07-06T22:59:00

2005-07-07T03:58:36Z

hungry howie's, watermelon, movies, & the sassers'.
a lovely evening.

oh, and p.s.
josh's senior pictures are hotttt. all boys should be jealous.